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[Before I Die] nerfgun2002 by nerfgun2002 July 3, 2015 at 2:07 PM UTC

I know you guys might not care because I am hugely hated my the Avicus Community but sadly, I have not been feeling well this past few weeks. I went to the doctor with my parents and the doctor asked me to go to the hospital. They did a scan and they found out that I have a early stage cancer and I might not be able to recover from it. I have at least 2 months before the cancer spreads to my whole body and I will obviously die. I appreciate all the support and all the hate that you guys have given me. Thank you.

Peace

-nerfgun2002


Subscriptor July 3, 2015 at 2:07 PM UTC

I'm really sad for you and I hope you will get better. I know we weren't the best buddies but when it comes to things that save life I will be happy to donate. How can I donate money?

imurs July 3, 2015 at 2:07 PM UTC

The feels :( 

~ No matter where you are, you always have someone that loves you that will guide you.

Get well! 
      - NoChill_

Legoman2302 July 3, 2015 at 2:07 PM UTC

I already posted on OCN, but hey man stay strong and let god be with you the whole time. Keep fighting! Remember a verse that someone else said in the thread Phillipines 4:13!

Tarulas July 3, 2015 at 2:07 PM UTC

I don't know if this is fake or not. I will not take this as a lie, I wish you the best of luck and always try to fight. If this is fake cancer is never something to joke about.

nerfgun2002 July 3, 2015 at 2:07 PM UTC

I already posted on OCN, but hey man stay strong and let god be with you the whole time. Keep fighting! Remember a verse that someone else said in the thread Phillipines 4:13!
I will!

nerfgun2002 July 3, 2015 at 2:07 PM UTC

I don't know if this is fake or not. I will not take this as a lie, I wish you the best of luck and always try to fight. If this is fake cancer is never something to joke about.
I will never take something so serious that happened to me and joke about it. As you said, cancer is not something to joke about.

Lucifist July 3, 2015 at 2:07 PM UTC

This man deserves to be appealed! #FreeOurNerf

nerfgun2002 July 3, 2015 at 2:07 PM UTC

This man deserves to be appealed! #FreeOurNerf
I didn't make this post to get me appealed, I made this to let you know that I maybe going even though I don't play on Avicus.

nerfgun2002 July 3, 2015 at 2:07 PM UTC

I'm really sad for you and I hope you will get better. I know we weren't the best buddies but when it comes to things that save life I will be happy to donate. How can I donate money?
Its ok. Money can't buy anything, but it will help. But currently, I don't really need any money. I will see if I have an financial needs after the cost of the treatment.

FSCheetah July 3, 2015 at 2:07 PM UTC

Hi nerfgun, I have never met you before , you seem like a nice person.
I feel very bad...There's gotta be a way out.It must be an awful feeling knowing you will die one day,and you know when and why.
Get well,keep fighting!
About the haters, I know,many people also hate me,not in avicus, but on many other forums.

“No one is born hating another person because of the color of his skin, or his background, or his religion. People must learn to hate, and if they can learn to hate, they can be taught to love, for love comes more naturally to the human heart than its opposite.”


nerfgun2002 July 3, 2015 at 2:07 PM UTC

Hi nerfgun, I have never met you before , you seem like a nice person.
I feel very bad...There's gotta be a way out.It must be an awful feeling knowing you will die one day,and you know when and why.
Get well,keep fighting!
About the haters, I know,many people also hate me,not in avicus, but on many other forums.

“No one is born hating another person because of the color of his skin, or his background, or his religion. People must learn to hate, and if they can learn to hate, they can be taught to love, for love comes more naturally to the human heart than its opposite.”

Nice quote man.

badgg July 3, 2015 at 3:07 PM UTC

Damn nerf, I don't know what to say dude... just stay strong and believe that miracles can happen!

May I ask, what type of cancer you were diagnosed with? You don't have to answer it.

NitroPlaysYT July 3, 2015 at 4:07 PM UTC

;( Don't die I'm crying right now 

Get well soon :}

Scorpioon July 3, 2015 at 6:07 PM UTC

If you ever need someone to talk here is my skype: dj.tk12

Best luck of the world, I had a friend wich got cancer, he was in my football team, his name was Marc.
He fighted and fighted and then...

He won....

He rejoined the team, he told us on a little conference that the most important thing is have WISHES TO LIVE, to NEVER GIVE UP and FIGHT TILL TE END!

His story inspired a singer called Macaco to do a song.... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=StpeoZ8ZJp0

He is the guy from 2:03..
What im trying to say is almos that... NEVER LEAVE YOUR PASSION OF LIVE!

Mehrp July 3, 2015 at 6:07 PM UTC

I haven't really seen you in game, but I wish the best of luck to you. Never give up fighting!

Fuseh July 3, 2015 at 7:07 PM UTC

Dude all I almost cried when I was reading it, dude stay strong God will be always in your sides. I hope there will be a miracle.Dude just proof to your self that you can actually do this! You can do it man! Don't forget to pray as much as you can. Even though I don't know you that well, I just wanna give you some supports. ;)

dilpickel July 3, 2015 at 7:07 PM UTC

What have you always wanted to do??
Well DO IT. Do everything you want to do now.
Never stop fighting.

Zintenka July 3, 2015 at 7:07 PM UTC

Damn, I have nothing to say. dilpickel pretty much ninja'd me, however, I'll try to be make this as comforting as I can.

I'm surprised at the lack of continuous comments on you getting well. Come on guys, lets have some humanity :(

My piece of advice to you is to never give up. Keep fighting the cancer and always hope that your body has a chance. The doctor said that you might not survive, however focus on the other percentage and strive for it. Never give up and grow ill over this.

Whatever you wanted to do, do it now. Its summer and you have a full time ahead of you.

Because if you are ready to give up then you have already lost. Keep fighting and you have a chance man. Don't give up.

I feel that after this, despite your infraction you should be given a pardon for the mean time to have fun on the server. I never got to know you and I would like to do that now if you are willing. 

Here, if you have a skype my skype name is Zintenka Brimem. We can talk and get to know eachother over there.

OriginaI July 3, 2015 at 7:07 PM UTC

I wish you the greatest of luck.
I will pray for you, I know you can do it!
Stay strong,
Birdy

RIP_Avicus July 3, 2015 at 8:07 PM UTC

You can do it, I never knew you, but have faith. Whatever you believe and wherever you go, someone will be watching over you. Just fight it and fight it until you can be a survivor. Now, more people survive cancer than die from it, so just stay as fit and healthy as you can while doing everything you have ever wanted to do. I believe in you! Add me on Skype if you need to talk about anything. Good luck!!! Skype: live:oscar.su6

Spoookeh July 3, 2015 at 9:07 PM UTC

I've never really talked to you before but I'm so sorry to hear this. Never give up. Never stop fighting.

 Do what you have always wanted to do in life. 

“We have two options, medically and emotionally: give up or fight like hell.” – Lance Armstrong

Skype: spooks_99001 if you ever need to talk dude. Good luck!

TheColdCrafter July 3, 2015 at 9:07 PM UTC

Never met you before, but that's really sad.
talk to me on skype about it, if your feeling up to it 
smokeweedeveryday999666

FrozenSolstice July 3, 2015 at 9:07 PM UTC

Shit mate.

I need to tell you a few things about cancer though.

Fight through it, even through tough times keep fighting. My granddad had cancer for 35 years, it was terminal too. But he believed he would live, and he lived through all the cancer, despite it being extremely bad.

Believe in yourself, still take the medication, but believe in yourself. It's how many people pull through mate.

My Skype is FrozenSolstice if you ever want to talk.

PokerFace July 3, 2015 at 9:07 PM UTC

Oh god. I'm really sorry Luke. I always enjoyed skyping and playing nebula with you. I really hope that you can beat the cancer. Fight the cancer! Never give up!


Iron July 3, 2015 at 9:07 PM UTC

Good luck bud. Think of Cancer as an ant easily smashable.

If you need support just contact me, I had Leukemia I can help you out.

Ironsoldier_2000 is my skype.

DonaldMyTrump July 3, 2015 at 10:07 PM UTC

Damn. Good luck and much love <3

Dyspa July 4, 2015 at 3:07 AM UTC

Before you say anything else, I'd like to remind you that cancer is a quite serious disease so you shouldn't fool around about it. However, if you're saying the truth and you're actually going to die, then, I feel sorry for you man, I don't get why good human beings have to leave this place when they're such young  people and they have a whole life ahead of them.
I wish you the best of lucks, stay strong man and always remember, giving up is not an option. 
I'll be praying for you so take care o/
d:^)

nerfgun2002 July 4, 2015 at 4:07 AM UTC

Before you say anything else, I'd like to remind you that cancer is a quite serious disease so you shouldn't fool around about it. However, if you're saying the truth and you're actually going to die, then, I feel sorry for you man, I don't get why good human beings have to leave this place when they're such young  people and they have a whole life ahead of them.
I wish you the best of lucks, stay strong man and always remember, giving up is not an option. 
I'll be praying for you so take care o/
d:^)
As I said, this is a serious matter and I am not joking with the community. I don't just come to Avicus Forums and screw around saying that I have cancer and joking about it. Theres a reason why I posted this on both Avicus and OCN forums.

Tynvale July 4, 2015 at 7:07 AM UTC

Hey Nerf,

Although I don't know you, I feel sorry that someone so young like you is in the situation you are in. My parents always tell me to 'always look on the bright side of things'. It may be hard but if you can do this your already moving one step forward in fighting your illness. I wish you the best of luck in your battle and remember to NEVER give up!

Stay strong bud and if you ever need any help we are all here for you <3

Shoto_ July 4, 2015 at 9:07 AM UTC

I'm so sorry :( I'm here if you wanna talk or anything, my skype is the same as my ign. Stay strong bud, we're all here for you!

FSCheetah July 4, 2015 at 9:07 AM UTC

Also nerfgun, I watched a movie about a year ago and I would like to recommend it to you.The movie is called "The Bucket List (2007)".It's a movie with people in your situation, no matter how much you have to live left, you should live and enjoy your life before you die.Duration is 90m.

BerrySmooothie July 4, 2015 at 12:07 PM UTC

Sorry to hear such bad news, I really hope you feel better and the Avicus community will remember you. Stay strong :D

Aphelion July 7, 2015 at 10:07 AM UTC

You should tell everybody what a scammer you are, making jokes about cancer really pisses me off.

http://i.imgur.com/bPGmyW3.png

Zlik July 7, 2015 at 10:07 AM UTC

You should tell everybody what a scammer you are, making jokes about cancer really pisses me off.

http://i.imgur.com/bPGmyW3.png
Gotem

Subscriptor July 7, 2015 at 10:07 AM UTC

Dude, that's sad. Making jokes about cancer is just sad. I don't know what's the reason you did that, but that's just sad.

SnowSX3 July 7, 2015 at 10:07 AM UTC

You should tell everybody what a scammer you are, making jokes about cancer really pisses me off.

http://i.imgur.com/bPGmyW3.png
Interesting...