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Please just read this. by benaye November 5, 2016 at 5:11 AM UTC

If any comments on this are stupid and about how toxic I am, I will be asking for their removal through an edit.

 

Well, where do I start?

This is going to be my formal apology for events in the recent like 3-6 weeks. People have told me that I have been cocky, annoying, salty, toxic, "acting like a g0d" and related activities. This is all true, and it's time for it to stop. This has also been happening in real life, losing friends because of how much I show off. I underrate things, and I make too many assumptions. I also take credit for things that I didn't even do, so that is also part of it. I've been a total dickhead for doing things that I wouldn't normally do. I don't do what had brought it on. After talking with friends about it, I've decided to make this post because I want everyone to know that I'm sorry.

Firstly, cockiness. Over the past month or so I've been saying things relating to how good I was and how bad everyone else is or that they're just not on my level. While I worked hard to get where I was, it was stupid to blow it by showing off the "newfound skills"

Secondly, swearing. Yes, I swear a lot and it's time to stop. It's not needed anymore (it never was) and people think that it's stupid.

Thirdly and finally for the time being, is toxicity. It’s a bit hypocritical that I make a post about toxicity when I contribute to about 60% of it myself. I’m known for getting a bit salty when stupid stuff happens to me, and I’ve said this just before, but I’ll say it again, but it needs to stop and it’s going to stop now.

So, It's time to learn from my mistakes and get back to what I love, talking and playing with the community. I'm sorry each and everyone of you if I've been toxic over the past month or so.

Thanks for reading this and taking this into account.

- Ben


shadowolfyt November 5, 2016 at 5:11 AM UTC

Hey Man,
I read this and I have seen some of your toxicity but mate, these things happen and I'm glad you've owned up to it and have apologised.